The sky was filled with heavy cloud, the moon riding in and out of the waves of heavy darkness.
He sighed again, looking at the wasteland that was home. Aware of the mystery, he was anchored firmly
in the mire that drags down all hopes, all ambiutions.
There was a sudden darkness and the wind died.
Suddenly all the lights of the town followed those of above.
The world lived and died for a second, posed on the edge of the question "whatif".
Lights flickered back on and he wondered if reality was so solid afterall.
He looked up at the moon sailing thru the heavy cloud.
"Some night we'll make a difference in our lives and those of everyo
The sky was filled with heavy cloud, the moon riding in and out of the waves of heavy darkness.
He sighed again, looking at the wasteland that was home. Aware of the mystery, he was anchored firmly
in the mire that drags down all hopes, all ambiutions.
There was a sudden darkness and the wind died.
Suddenly all the lights of the town followed those of above.
The world lived and died for a second, posed on the edge of the question "whatif".
Lights flickered back on and he wondered if reality was so solid afterall.
He looked up at the moon sailing thru the heavy cloud.
"Some night we'll make a difference in our lives and those of everyo
Things certainly going beter for me now.
After I'm finished with all the upgrades to my equipment I get to go out and start buying furniture.
Words don't exist to describe how depressed I was, having to sleep out in Forest Park at night; and now I'm slowly getting back on my feet. I may not be working for USBank for years and years but am eternally grateful for the job I have with them.
Things are a bit better than they were in December.
Been over two months now living on streets of St. Louis - no where near enough shelter space for all the desperate people having to sleep outside at night.
Not sure where I'll find enough money to pay monthly rent but will have a small room of my own within a month. Will be able to setup my computers again and actually try to work on stuff. :)
Trying to think positive and not get depressed over situation.
Typical holiday blues
Got them so bad I cann't even make the effort to get job applications in today.
Been listening to Scary Solstice songs a lot lately - "Death to the World" and "Tentacles" help to offset gloom abit. Need to buy up lots of HPLHS stuff when I have the money.
Here's hoping I can find energy to do something useful later on. Have a meeting/party with St. Louis CollaborativeArts group later tonight. Been hard work to stay cheerful during their thursday night meeting/workshops.
Take care Folks!